Monday, May 11, 2009 @ 4:46 PM
i realised something todae.. i think i DO NOT like him.. i oni like his caring and funny side.. i can manage nt tokin to him.. and i can manage nt seein him.. i am startin to realise that maybe i have nt liked someone for who he is.. i have oni like someone for how he treat others and myself.. if that is liking someone, i tink it is too selfish bcux i mux also like his bad points.. but i myself know dat i definately DO NOT like his bad side.. wen his bad side appears, i will start grumbling abt why he is lyk dat.. and bcux of dat i will get upset and most of the time end up being emo..
i always question myself is i lyk him or nt.. is it jux a crush? everytym wen i tink abt tis i will oso be emo.. someone told me.. if u have a crush on someone eventually u will lyk the person.. but when is eventually?! which stage am i at? i hate loving someone.. but we cant jux stop loving can we?! y mux it always be pinful at a certain point of time?! i am a person who will remember bad tinks more den gd tinks.. i have nt cried properly for a LONG time.. i tried to cry it all out but a part of it still stays in me.. it it even possible to cry it all out.. LOL! instead of bei jing, i will be goin to shang hai.. and the flight is decided.. it will be on the 1st of june.. i cant wait.. at least i can leave tis place.. at least tis will be a chance for me to decide if i can leave if dat sometin happens.. LOL! i startin to emo again.. =(
Monday, May 11, 2009 @ 4:46 PM *
i realised something todae.. i think i DO NOT like him.. i oni like his caring and funny side.. i can manage nt tokin to him.. and i can manage nt seein him.. i am startin to realise that maybe i have nt liked someone for who he is.. i have oni like someone for how he treat others and myself.. if that is liking someone, i tink it is too selfish bcux i mux also like his bad points.. but i myself know dat i definately DO NOT like his bad side.. wen his bad side appears, i will start grumbling abt why he is lyk dat.. and bcux of dat i will get upset and most of the time end up being emo..
i always question myself is i lyk him or nt.. is it jux a crush? everytym wen i tink abt tis i will oso be emo.. someone told me.. if u have a crush on someone eventually u will lyk the person.. but when is eventually?! which stage am i at? i hate loving someone.. but we cant jux stop loving can we?! y mux it always be pinful at a certain point of time?! i am a person who will remember bad tinks more den gd tinks.. i have nt cried properly for a LONG time.. i tried to cry it all out but a part of it still stays in me.. it it even possible to cry it all out.. LOL! instead of bei jing, i will be goin to shang hai.. and the flight is decided.. it will be on the 1st of june.. i cant wait.. at least i can leave tis place.. at least tis will be a chance for me to decide if i can leave if dat sometin happens.. LOL! i startin to emo again.. =(
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