Sunday, April 12, 2009 @ 2:01 AM
friday morning went to somewhr in bishan to pray and burn offerings for my aunts grandma.. we left the hse at 5.30am.. and when we reached thr.. already got super alot of pple.. seeing e pple thr, their reactions all super funny.. thr was one huge grp of pple thr dat looked lyk dey were having a family gathering at e temple.. hahahax.. anyways.. mum is back frm jap.. and todae i will be goin to mandai to pray my grandfather..
once dey met, dey started quarellin liao.. i hate him.. i hate him for makin her so miserable.. i hate him for ruinin her trip jux aft she came back.. WTH.. she sae she cant take it anymore.. neither can i.. i, of all people is encouragin her to leave him.. if dat happens, i will leave tis place alone.. i will go overseas.. i wana start to live my live independently.. and most of all.. i would wana leave this place bcux i will definately be unhappy if i stay.. no matter how much i am prepared for it.. but i dont want to be a burden that is makin her hold back.. i noe i am nt a burden to her.. but frankly speakin.. we are the reason she isnt leaving isnt it?? i cant stand him hurtin her.. i get hurt in e process too leh.. for e past week wen i am at my grandmas place.. i didnt get a chance to go out.. i didnt noe whr to go.. so i tot abt it lerr.. if i cant get into poly, den i tink i will really further my studies overseas.. i can go to austrialia.. rent a hse and get room mates.. or the other way round.. at least i can do what i really want by then.. if i decide nt to study for the first year, i can go thr get a job.. up till nw.. i still do nt noe what i wana do for the future.. but for my short term goal, i will pass my course.. try to get into poly.. if nt.. i will go overseas.. by doin so, it will kinda let me learn to be independent mentally and finacially..
Sunday, April 12, 2009 @ 2:01 AM *
friday morning went to somewhr in bishan to pray and burn offerings for my aunts grandma.. we left the hse at 5.30am.. and when we reached thr.. already got super alot of pple.. seeing e pple thr, their reactions all super funny.. thr was one huge grp of pple thr dat looked lyk dey were having a family gathering at e temple.. hahahax.. anyways.. mum is back frm jap.. and todae i will be goin to mandai to pray my grandfather..
once dey met, dey started quarellin liao.. i hate him.. i hate him for makin her so miserable.. i hate him for ruinin her trip jux aft she came back.. WTH.. she sae she cant take it anymore.. neither can i.. i, of all people is encouragin her to leave him.. if dat happens, i will leave tis place alone.. i will go overseas.. i wana start to live my live independently.. and most of all.. i would wana leave this place bcux i will definately be unhappy if i stay.. no matter how much i am prepared for it.. but i dont want to be a burden that is makin her hold back.. i noe i am nt a burden to her.. but frankly speakin.. we are the reason she isnt leaving isnt it?? i cant stand him hurtin her.. i get hurt in e process too leh.. for e past week wen i am at my grandmas place.. i didnt get a chance to go out.. i didnt noe whr to go.. so i tot abt it lerr.. if i cant get into poly, den i tink i will really further my studies overseas.. i can go to austrialia.. rent a hse and get room mates.. or the other way round.. at least i can do what i really want by then.. if i decide nt to study for the first year, i can go thr get a job.. up till nw.. i still do nt noe what i wana do for the future.. but for my short term goal, i will pass my course.. try to get into poly.. if nt.. i will go overseas.. by doin so, it will kinda let me learn to be independent mentally and finacially..