Sad Lyrics Of You're Beautiful OST,
Goodbye By Jang Geun Suk :

What should I do? All I can do is gaze at you
I can't even extend you a short greeting
My achingly cold hand, don't hold it
Now I have to let you go

What should I do? You grow further away
My chest fills with tears
Even though I try hard to hide it, I can't stop
What should I do with this love I can't end

Please don't forget that we loved each other
Even if you meet someone else who makes you laugh
The farewell is painful, but I'm glad that it was you that I loved
Gathering my sorrowful tears, goodbye

I've done nothing for you
Pitifully I've only left you with scars

You who embraced even my changed feelings
Now I have to let you go. What should I do?
Please don't forget that we loved each other
Even if you meet someone else who makes you laugh
The farewell is painful, but I'm glad that it was you that I loved
Even though the pain stops my breath and my tears fall

Please don't forget that we were happy
Even if you meet someone else who makes you laugh
The farewell is painful, but I'm glad that it was you that I loved
Now I have to let go of this love that was unable to connect

The only person who will make me smile is you
Even though as my love deepens I feel more pain

Please don't forget that we were happy
Even if you meet someone else who makes you laugh
The farewell is painful, but I'm glad that it was you that I loved
Gathering my sorrowful tears, the only thing I can do is say...

Goodbye ......

Video frm youtube..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zcH7JArPVjI

Super sad.. Love tis part alot!!

Please don't forget that we loved each other
Even if you meet someone else who makes you laugh
The farewell is painful, but I'm glad that it was you that I loved
Even though the pain stops my breath and my tears fall

LOL! posting frm japan! went to disney sea tdae (or shld i sae ytd >.<)..
it was ok larr.. lol.. alot of kiddie rides.. nt very thrilling.. their tinks thr quite ex lorx.. really lyked the stich hat.. but it was lyk 40+ sing larr!! hahahax.. will upload the pics in facebk soon.. =)
also realised dat i gettin fed up lerr.. they are really alike.. childish, sarcastic and naggy.. is this bcux of age? sins.. den i will be lyk dat too lorx.. sians..

LOL! long tym nv post ler.. these are the pics dat i wanted to show u guys for my shanghai trip.. but i tink u might haf seen it lerr..
(ps, if cant open dat means nv add me in facebook or sumtin..)

Pics of Shanghai Experience..
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=131814&id=637551334
Pics of Shanghai Lab..
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=136117&id=637551334

At Jump on 13 Sept 09


Uncle and my bro..


me and my aunt


taken by us.. =)


taken by the staff..


Earle Swensons - Vivo City on 20 Sept 09


Mum


Bro's Scottish Pie


My Clam Chowder Bread Bowl


My salad creation..


LOL!! Random..
bcux i dun wana ruin our frenship.. so i will do all i can to forget u.. if u still duno i lyk u.. dat is gd.. but if u do.. pls pretend dat u duno or ignore me totally.. dat way, its easier.. it is soo hard for me to be ard u.. furthermore, i realised that relationships dont last.. it only hurts us more.. =) take care yarr!

todae did presentation of incident report for qc&a.. lol.. nazi didnt wana present so i present for her.. den in e end i present until the end..

SORRY NOOR!! hehex.. didnt stop for ur turn..

doin alot of stuff for interact club.. WTH.. stupid derr lorx.. orientation camp is jux a few days away den tis mornin den we recieve news dat the room cant book.. STUPID DERR LOR! already tell him in advance mux book wad lerr.. still cant book.. pissed off.. i realised besides our dance crew, LMC can also be used for tis club.. really is LAST MINUTE CLUB..

sians larr.. really tired lerr.. both metally and physically..

Mr. irritatin really gets on my nerves. startin to hate him day by day.. how old liao.. still cant act lyk his age.. tink he damn big budden is actually nth at all to me.. sae we always give 5cents worth but most of the tym he nt giving 5cents worth meh?! i really look forward to overseas attachment.. hope being in a new environment will make me forget all these.. i really wish i can leave spore ater my course ends.. i really wana hop frm ctry to ctry.. see diff places.. find a place dat i really lyk den settle dwn thr.. mayb i wont find a place lyk dat.. dun wana be restrained..

i realised something todae.. i think i DO NOT like him.. i oni like his caring and funny side.. i can manage nt tokin to him.. and i can manage nt seein him.. i am startin to realise that maybe i have nt liked someone for who he is.. i have oni like someone for how he treat others and myself.. if that is liking someone, i tink it is too selfish bcux i mux also like his bad points.. but i myself know dat i definately DO NOT like his bad side.. wen his bad side appears, i will start grumbling abt why he is lyk dat.. and bcux of dat i will get upset and most of the time end up being emo..
i always question myself is i lyk him or nt.. is it jux a crush? everytym wen i tink abt tis i will oso be emo.. someone told me.. if u have a crush on someone eventually u will lyk the person.. but when is eventually?! which stage am i at? i hate loving someone.. but we cant jux stop loving can we?! y mux it always be pinful at a certain point of time?! i am a person who will remember bad tinks more den gd tinks.. i have nt cried properly for a LONG time.. i tried to cry it all out but a part of it still stays in me.. it it even possible to cry it all out.. LOL! instead of bei jing, i will be goin to shang hai.. and the flight is decided.. it will be on the 1st of june.. i cant wait.. at least i can leave tis place.. at least tis will be a chance for me to decide if i can leave if dat sometin happens.. LOL! i startin to emo again.. =(

LOL!! Tappin on to ITE derr wireless lan.. :) hahax.. Finally noe how to tap lerr.. :) hahax.. Was in sch at ard 7+.. LOL!! Class starts at 9am.. Den ard 8am lyk dat korshim came.. :) he tot class starts at 8am.. :) so instead we wait outside lorx.. Den ard 8.10am lyk dat mr roy came to the lab.. He ask us y so early.. Korshim ans him so i keep quiet.. LOL! Den he look at me n ask me i todae okays anot.. Zzz bcux monday kena sent hm with a temp of 37.8.. Sians.. Still cant get over gettin sent hm on monday cux of the 37.8.. LOL!!

LOL! had bbq todae at east coat for donavan's bdae!

the pit no!!


the pit!!!


the main star!!


the beautiful view!!


the food...

BBQ chicken!!


ANGEL DARLING~~!!


Family!!


uncle n aunt..


grandmas..


LOL! had a fun tym todae.. bao bei angel finally got to go to east coast LOL! tml mux go sch lerr... zzzzz.. bcux of the H1N1 den mux take temp.. so ley chay.. dat tym sec sch take temp always veri high.. duno tml will lyk dat anot.. sians..